you never have to be alone

so bought this live fish from carlo court
and i put it at my feet in the car
but realising it was still alive and jumping about
i brought it up to my lap and cradled it
(stupid as it sounds, no judging)
my dad asks why
i said
well you gotta be kind to them
they're animals as well
their basic instinct, 
when worse comes to worse, 
is to survive as long as possible
agreed?

half and hour later its still alive
even with its guts all out
and its head being smashed with a very heavy looking mallet
and then this really nostalgic song
the time of your life
came on the radio

i am not hormonal at all guys
just sad
at how cruel life may be
and how us humans are
basically demolishing the food chain
how so many animals are suffering
all because of us

but hey,
we've got to live to right?

it's just not a nice feeling. 

ALSO GUYS, I THINK YOU SHOULD WATCH THIS. so inspirational :')

“

When the last tree is cut down, the last fish eaten, and the last stream poisoned,

 

you will realize that you cannot eat Money.

”

—	Native American saying

(PS I AM IN MOONCAKE HEAVEN) 

herro

so wednesday was my day at the city :)

it was so a beautiful day omg!

mum had bought a groupon coupon (IT HAS THE BEST DISCOUNT DEALS) for this restaurant/cafe in circular quay

called the bello cafe

and we could choose any two mains and two drinks for 22 BUCKSSSS

WTF LIKE SO CHEAP

and so friggen yummy

:OOOOOOO

i got a club sandwhich with avocado, bacon, lettuce. cheese, tomato and turkey on a toasted turkish bread :') with chips and sauce

and mum got goats cheese with penne with bacon, onion and assorted salads

and then, on the way back via eastwood 

we had to buy some groceries

so i bought an a-chino

its basically a frozen slushie with mango pieces inside

with vanilla icecream on top

heaven :D FOR ONLY 2.60 OMG BARGAIN

mango flavour is da best!! but strawberry and i think its chocolate/coffee/coke flavour are alright as well :)

ALSO WATCH JAYYESSLEE'S OTHER CHANNEL

SONIA AND ANDY ARE SO CUTE

i watched some videos last night and couldn't stop grinning

OH AND GUESS WHAT

THEY HAD THEIR FIRST KISS

AT THAT CARLO LOOKOUT OVER THE CITY PLACE

THE ONE OPPOSITE CARLO VILLAGE!!!!!

nawwiiesss

WATCH EVERYTHING

EVERYTHING

GUYS

GALS

<3

special treats

dsbsohodswquwqpihfervbkejbvekrbverbikrbf 

study

study

study

F UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

NAW SHO KYUTE. 

my thinspiration. 

daily dose of taylor swift. 

dolby akakakaka

^this guy is so cute and funny lol
i think he's viet? and speaks korean and german? and can sing? and lives in germany :0 

/.....what is it with hot guys and germany.../

friends.

wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

MERMAID OMG MERMAID

..you look at this for a long time. 

it's weird how the bottom skin moves

........

does this happen to all of us? :O

ADORABLE 

study hard anthem

when i grow up
i'm gonna get two dogs
and name them
lola and vera
regardless
of their gender.
....
:D

be without you - is such a cool upbeat song
JUST MAKES YOU WANNA 
SINGGGGGGGGGG

last saturday <3 
best outing evar! 
stella has a new admirer ;););)
soooooo freakin funny. 
i swear i was laughing so hard,
i nearly fell on the ice
i also forgot my money
which is the biggest fail
EVER
IN THE HISTORY OF MY LIFE
errr.

so tomorrow is netball! WOOTWOOTWOOT. 
LETS WINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
:)))

year 12's are leaving :( actually so sad, and then its thee year 11's
and then it's us
...............
i swear we have to make these years worthwhile
WITH LOTSA PT'S AND MEMORIES
i swear. 

to you and you and you

all the insecurities...

people are vulnerable

and subject to this type of influence

it's just our nature

just can't stop loving you

so my laptop won't recognise my phone and import the photos :( 
uploading will be postponed :( 
was gonna show you guys my yummy food as well :(
:(((

keep hearing michael jackson songs on the radio

walking to the restaurant
in burwood yesterday
and three young guys
i think one of them was leb
like 18/19 year olds
walking behind did catcalls at me
(-.-)
...
then overtook me
thankgod they walked faster lol
i was listening
to radio
with earphones
and pretended not to hear
:D
the skill of ignoring?!?!

omg
funny mum story of the day!
we were looking at youtube videos together
while i was doing crunches on the bed
(LOOOOOL, my exercise regime)
and suddenly mum's phone starts ringing
the ringtone is the same as the alrm tone, i must tell you
so my mum gets it
and says hello into it
and then she realises no-one actually
called her
it was just the alarm!!!
so she was like: why is my alarm going off at this time, at 9.33??
and handed it to me to check
and for some reason
there was an alarm set for 9.33
hahahahaha
wtf
and she was like: angela did you set it???
me: noooooo i haven't even touched your phone! :0

pocketful of dreams

sooo
i took so many photos of flowers in my backyard
today
will upload tomorrow!!
:) 
and my grandmas
comes to me and says
yes i think you need to go outside more
you're face is too dark. unhealthy clour
:(

been watching the gangnam style parodies
on youtube
SO FUNNY HAHAHA
I LOVE THE FAIL PELVIS THRUSTING
THAT PEOPLE TRY TO COPY
:D

going out to eatttt
and tomorrow as wellll
what is wrong with my life these days
omg have to change out of pj's soon :(
(YES YOU READ RIGHT. I HAVE NOT BEEN OUTSIDE ALL DAY)
leaving at 5 hehe

life's too short for the wrong job....

skinny loveee

so
i told mum
to search up some scary ghost videos
on youtube
and she starts watching one
the guy says "what the hell is that"  (and theres creepy background music and sht)
mum: what the hell is what? i can't see anything!
me: lololol

there's your daily dose of funny mum story haha :)

we had that american science casual today!
and he was calling up the people to present for disease speeches
"OK next victim is daiming....whether its a girl or a boy"
and daiming gives the biggest dirty

heeeh.

was arguing with stella whether chats or hornsby was better
CHATSWOOOOOOD ALL THE WAY.

english library sesh was so funny
kelly stella me
noticed allan and michz
sitting separate at their own table
and we went behind a bookshelf
and stella shout/whispered things through a gap in the books
hahahaha
like boobies
and ass
and then we started singing
the kissing song
you know,
the one that goes...
michelle and allan
sitting in the tree
k-i-s-s-i-n-g
but then we had to stop
partly because i was laughing so much
and also because i forgot the lines after that
so kelly told me

and then we got busted
by this really nice librarian
hehehehe

addicted to skinny love :O

en route

on wednesday arvo, ewoo bus. 
richard ou: cumbo chicks are ugly...I don't know what happened. 
half the bus exploded into laughter

yesterday was also 
byo slushie day for 2.90
and kim and i just bought a regular one for 2.90
-.-
on the way back
we realised we would get a bucket from the canteen
"..............."
ermagod. 

so today
paul and i were talking to each other in girly accents
eg. complimenting each others hair
with an 'ohmagawd' in every sentence
LOLOL
hilarious stuff!

and in pe.
mich and i were deciding if she would want to have the looks and body of our casual teacher
hahahahaah
in the end she said no
too many cons outweighing the pros

hey, i fet. 

today. 

if only bro ;(

i don't get your logic, i really don't

sooooo yesterday i got food poisoning >( 
was like writhing on the chair in maths after lunch in agony. and i couldn't hold my head up so had to rest it on the table. 
ten minutes through i had enough and asked to go to the bathroom.
on the way, collapsed on the stairs twice but had to get up in fear of someone seeing me
and making a big fuss about it
the sun was so bright i couldn't see a thing (or maybe that was just my mind screwing with me)
and my ears went numb

wth. 

MADE IT back to maths room
and once again collapsed into my chair
and it got worse
everyone asked (ESPECIALLY KAYTEE AKA KIM TRAN WHO FRIGGEN SHOUTED IT OUT) if i had period pain
but it wasn't
so panadol was no help
and grant offered to carry me to sick bay
but i said no
he wasn't strong enough
hahaha
aiya.
went to sick bay
and saw karen!!!
and kuhan was there too
and the lady was asking
if there was some weird thing going around the grade
LOL
anyway
got picked up
went home
and slept for 2 hours
then ate
it got better gradually
watched tv for an hour
and ate again :D

then it was all good!
mum: why do you have such a fast recovery :))

WOOP I'M ALL GOOD NOW.