wake me up when we go

the next post will be at the end of next week just saying :)
i will now go into my study mode.
choral concert was tiring :(
bleh.

loooooooonnnngggggggg post ^^

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping on words

You've got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

first off, the five people thing!
1. we're starting to drift, but i don't want it.  i need you so we can talk and laugh just like old times. i mean, we still do but it's just not the same now...
2. closer than ever. we were always good friends but not to this extent. love you foreverrr :')
3. you have your ups and downs. frankly i don't care. yet a tiny portion always affects me. just leave me alone for once.
4. i want to talk to you more like we did before. it's just time isn't on our side, even though the friendship connection is still there. ily <3
5. you've changed so much that i cannot recognise the real you. you're probably never gonna read this, but heads up, i think you should stop trying to hard. i miss the old you and all the fun we had together :(


my dove of peace anklet (L)


OMGAH MY PREMONITION CAME TRUE! :O fuarrr that's some scary shit. 


question that just randomly popped into my mind:
social life, good grades and enough sleep. if you were only allowed to choose two out of these three, what would you pick? 
mine would be social life and good grades. screw sleep ahaha. 
you would choose that too, yeah? 


tomorrow is choral concert rehearsal! the day after is the real thing. my gosh, gonna be a busy weekend. another two days of no work completion :L


~
today i thought i heard your voice
so i turned around
dissapointment crashed over me
like waves on a beach
~


a quote:

Walk away from it until you are stronger. All your problems will be there when you get back, but you'll be better able to cope. -Lady Bird Johnson

this is to all you people that are suffering teenage midlife crisis's LOL your friends love you. don't stress :) 


yayyy now it's time for pics/gifs! :DDD

omg i remember that from primary school ahaha :D good times

DEDI TO YOU KIM TRAN ^ 

naww sho kyut! :O

lawwwwlllll

holy. this has happened to me so many times argh

ROFLMAO hilarious

yeah i reckon :LL

on request, hi gerry! LOL :) 

wigglewigglewigglewigglewiggleyeah!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyx6JDQCslE

OMFG ^ IS HILARIOUS. i watched it with michael (YEA BRO YOU JELLY? ;)) in sdd excursion today and freakin laughed so much it hurt my tummy :( then it became too much that i had to pause it. AND IT PAUSED ON THE CLOSEUP SHOT OF ASDFG omg LOL 


drama bookmark tomorrow....
ag prac bookmark tomorrow...
maths tomorrow...
ARGH. school sucks.
i wish i was in uni :L


farqqqqq back to work for me guys :'(

yeahhh ^^

what i feel like EVERY SINGLE DAY :(

ahaha camouflage ;)

innocent til proven guilty, kids :D

D: thats creeeppppyyyy

ROFL similar much? :O

classic trolling. at least 10 people do that every year in the hsc :L

yeah that's just stupid. whoever designed that is a dumbass :P

do you ever feel like a wasted space?

im really tired :(

so im gonna write in one lines :P

ag was alright..surprisingly! :D

we lost netball today =='

stupid greystanes >(

went swimming in gym today ^^

no good classes on so i didn't go ><

im sorry if you're finding this hard to read :L

yay for an emote at the end of each line (y)

tomorrow is sdd excursion >.>

which is gonna be B.O.R.I.N.G! >P

longer post tomorrow? :)

toodles xo <3

WHAT I'LL BE LIKE AFTER AG CERT

CLICK ON THE GIFFFFFFSSSSS HEHEHE :)

the procrastinator

hey guys and gals :D


IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING BUT WHO CARES ABOUT AG? evidently the other 134 people in our grade not including you and me LOL :P grats bro (y)
bff lillian dong wanted me to go granny smith but i couldn't :(
OH OH WE GOT A ROOM CHANGE IN MATRIX! ehehehe and there's a window where we can pedo people in the carpark below ^^ LOLjks only ivy ;)
practically the whoooleeeee lesson me ivy and pooja were discussing ag LOL i mean them two brought ag notes to maths tutoring =='' like seriously...

first and last chance :)

okay gnite :) ill get off youre account now ;D

fire away, fire away

yooooo :D 


somehow everyone else's day today was a good or a bad. i dunno what mine was D: guess it was neutral? yeah :)
english essay/test thingy today I THINK I DID SO SHIT IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. but no-one's laughing so harhar :L
i brought maths txtbook and sport shoes for nothing ==' netball training wasn't even on and doyle didn't teach anything in maths
matrix tomorrow. year 10 stuff LOL :P
pink ribbon day today! it was alright :) no money to buy food cus i donated it all in the morning. BUT FOR A GOOD CAUSE SO IMMA NOT COMPLAINING <3

ANOTHER POST :D

fuar so ag is on monday. i actually dunno half of it :L this morning a whole group of people were testing each other and well, basically, i failed. 


je t'aime TO A TRULY AMAZING GIRL SY <3 yayyy


TIME FOR SOME PICTURES! WOOT WOOT

peeps if you can't see the pics, then just click on them :)

asdfghjkl frick.

whoooooooo OKAY PEOPLE. I CHANGED MY LAYOUT THING I KNOW. FUAR THE SHOUTMIX IS ON EVERY TAB AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET RID OF IT :'( hmph. stupid template. 


but i likeeeee it :D do you? hehehe shout me on watcha think ;)


UMMM IF YOU WERE WONDERING HOW TO NAVIGATE AROUND THIS PLACE. SEE THE 'QUESTIONS OF THE HEART' ON THE TOP LEFT? YEAH EACH WORDS GOES TO A TAB EG. PROFILE, AFFILIATES, TAGBOARD AND CREDITS.


YEAH ^^ 

OMGAH!

i spent the whoooollleeeee day in choir today barr last period which was english. yeah so we were practising for the choir concert at the city which is coming up sunday week :)


hm YESTERDAY NETBALL A'S WON 23-2! yayyyy LOL northmead are so funny! i spent the whole day talking to the girl i was defending hahaha and her name was helena :P yeah so we discussed the animals at ruse, makeup (even though i had noo idea), different pronunciations of her name, and she was telling me about her shoes and the video they were watching before they got here. that video gave them some VERY WEIRD CHANTS :L but still, hilarious! 


period 1 yesterday was 1.6 ==' I DID A PB OF 8.16 :DDDDDD yeah man. i think the sunset treadmilling the day before helped ;) LOL 


and then at lunch, since netball was a home game, me kimberly and stella walked around the school (AS IN THE CROSS-COUNTRY COURSE!) which was like 2km :) but we talked a lot about stuff so it was all cool. and thennn i had to play netball while the other two didn't because there was no northmead b team. someone told me that they had already started so i fully ran down to the courts :( yahyahyah. 

a world out there we gotta see

ceebs talking about school, so imma talk about my non-school life :D which it basically comprised of study and gym...BUT NEVERTHELESS (y)


kk so i got dropped off at the carpark outside of gym at around 6:10 for my boxing class which is at 6:30 :) there was this bogan guy which was also walking the same direction and he was wearing gym clothes so i assumed he was going to gym as well. yeah so we were walking at the same pace but on opposite sides of the road. then we entered the gym and i scanned in AND THEN HE HELD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND SMILED! then i melted. LOLJKS but ahh ^^ and he looked 16 or something! yeah csb? i think so ehehe :P


after boxing at 6.30 i felt like some treadmilling so i went to do some fast-paced walking even though i was DEAD SET TIRED from the class ==' yeah so i chose a treadmill that faced the windows. I WATCHED THE SUNSET WHILE EXERCISING. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL :') LOL another csb? yeahhhhhhh


hmm then i went to swim :D felt like sprinting so i timed myself and got crap...as always :LL CREEPY THING IS, HEAPS OF PEOPLE WERE FULLY STARING AT ME D: embarrassing much? >.>


OH HEY IT'S NETBALL TOMORROW! :DDDDDDDDDDDD YAYYY. omg i have a feeling the a's gonna lose and the b's are gonna win :( fuarrrr.


i feel like changing my blogskin soon :) so watch out for a difference! 

first day of term 4!

today was day of of term 4 :) YAYYYY EVERYONE SEEMS WELL ^^ ahh only a while until the school year ends, and then we'll be in year 10! OMFG THAT'S SO SCARY! :OOO argh feeling so old atm.


LOL i heard that doe people had fun on their hike ahaha. i am SO not doing it next year :LL 


this morning, i was fully rushing to finish this random maths assignment set by doyle where we had to make a yearly by ourselves ==' the whole class was fully stressed about it and everything. NUT THEN. doyle says in class that she will allow us to hand it in on wednesday morning :(( AND I STAYED UP TILL TWELVE TRYING TO FINISH IT D: that sucks.


hahah got to do hw now :( homework on the first day? yeah. IKR! wahhhh

HOLIDAYS YOU SUCK BALLS >(

why does time have to go fast when you're having fun...can't it be the other way around? holidays are nearly over and yet i feel like i haven't done a thing in these past two weeks. still, i got to see some old friends, made some new friends, and just hung out with heaps of school friends :D 


all i regret is not doing anything in the frst week :L i was like 'yeah theres still a week left, nothing to worry about'. do you do that too? 


omg ag bookmark ==' drama performance ==' maths assignment ==' english essay ==' drama bookmark? bleugh. i hate homework/assignments T.T


sorry that this post is depressing LOL :D i will now go back to being happy about seeing everyone at school tomorrow ^^ yeahhhhh!

ALSO,

there has been some confusion and curiousness about the recent topic in my shoutmix. (omg hurhur i sound so formal, can you imagine this spoken in an english accent too? ROFL) 
YOU PEOPLE ARE NEVER GONNA FIND OUT :DD 
kay bye LOL ^^

EW MATHS! :(

LOL this is so unrelated to the heading of this post but meh :)


since im lazy and i cbb learning how to encrypt, im gonna make this anonymous.
i hate how you spill all the history and private stuff to people i barely know. why? is it to show off that you know all this stuff? it's not like i told you...

baby you don't know a thing about me..

ASDFGHJKL i was checking through internet history (im a stalker hehehe) and i found out that my dad made a fb account and hotmail ==' seriously started hyperventilating when i found it, dunno why. apparently it's 'not unusual' quoted from kevin shi :LL but still! i mean...why would my dad make an fb account? isn't hotmail enough -_-


kk onto last nighttttt. i found a piece of plastic in my food so i complained and got it taken off our table's bill :DD yeah man., gross though :(( no-one touched that dish afterwards LOLOL
since i wasn't really full from dinner, when we came out of the restaurant, me and jess bought this fried (yes i know T.T) potato twist thing on a stick which was yummeh ^^ arrived home at around 9:30 :) wasn't too late. some others stayed to play pool, which honestly doesn't seem like much fun AT ALL :P 

itaiwan.

today i went to dcheng's eat dinner party thing for his birthday :) 
it was at this place called itaiwan in chinatown. 
tired so i cbb telling the whole night's events soooooooooooo i'll post tomorrow? kay byee!

promise me if you stayyy

let's start off with the thing that i forgot to mention a few posts back :)


I BOUGHT A SMIGGLE INK PEN! IT'S CALLED 'high roller' LOLOL like actually!! also i was invited to go luna park that day, but i cbb so i didn't go.. >.<


this was what happened yesterday hehehe


OMGFGOMFGOMFG just found a pair of white short shorts in my wardrobe! fully spazzed when i saw it. now i've got three different coloured shorts all from different places! :D ahh my life is complete! aw i joke, it's sooo not :( shtupid studying.


i couldn't go to katherine's pre-beach sleepover T.T devoo because i have to go out to dinner with some bogan family friends in st leonards. they came over from further up the coast to spend a few days in the city and yesterday was their last night in town and i haven't seen them in agess. weow long sentence! :L thai is so yumyum in my tumtum ^^ yayy LOL. but still, i wanted to make some foooood! 


I PAINTED MY NAILS PINK AND BLUE! :DD they're like two different brands and the difference is so obvious that one is cheap hahah :L so it's like: blue, pink, blue, pink etc hehehe


ahh okey. FINALLY we're onto today's post! :P thanks for your patience LOL


FIRST OF ALL: today we went to manly beach to celebrate katherine's bday which is actually next wednesday :) she got gc jc's as a group prezzie! sahh cool ^^ uh around 16 people went? so first i went to katherine's house in the morning at like 8.15? only kelly and ivy went last night. we talked a bit, read some messages, stalked some people on fb. i gave katherine her present :D then we left the house at around 9 and walked to the bus stop. believe i was already starting to get tired by then -_- my gosh, my stamina is horrible! :(((( sad face. 


then we caught a bus to epping station, then we bought tickets/waited for people, then we caught train from epping to chatty, then we waited for MORE people, then we waited for the bus (during which time katherine received her jc's :D), then we got on the bus and the trip took around an hour ==, somehow all our bus drivers were aggro or pissed off :L maybe it was because we were too loud ehehe. BLAHBLAHBLAH. okay now we're at the beach and walking to find a good spot to set our stuff and food down. 


TURNS OUT THERE'S THE MANLY SEA EAGLES CELEBRATION ON TODAY SO THERE'S LIKE HELICOPTERS EVERYWHERE (okay maybe not everywhere...just two ahah) AND PEOPLE ALL OVER THE PLACE. but on the beach it wasn't that bad cus the weather was cold and cloudy :( BLAHBLAHBLAH. onto lunch ^^ FISH AND CHIPS CLASSIC FOR BEACH COPENHAGEN ICECREAM FTW. THOSE TWO SHOPS ARE LEGENDS. both recommended by me :DDD yeahhh. 


kay BLAHBLAHBLAH. train on the way back :L stella decided to look at some shops in chatty so we left the others and went to cotton on WHERE STELLA BOUGHT A T-SHIRT THAT LOOKED SO AMAZING ON HER HOT BOD. but then again, everything looks good on her T.T so yeah after the mini shopping thing we walked back to station and went up the elevator to the platform. i saw a train there and it was closing and i was sure that it was the right platform so i made stella run on with me, just before the doors closed. TURNS OUT IT WAS THE WRONG TRAIN. IM SORRYYYYY STELLA FOR THE BAZILLIONTH TIME LOL :P 


so we got off at next stop and took at train back to chatty ahahaha...lame i know == then we caught the CORRECT TRAIN (thank goodness!) and i got off at epping and stella stayed on. it was peak hour so there were SO MANY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE AND IT WAS RAINING AND EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT ME WEIRDLY BECAUSE I WAS WEARING SHORTS AND YOU COULD SEE MY BIKINI HALTER NECK STRAP THING WHILST EVERYONE ELSE WAS WEARING UGG BOOTS AND JEANS or something :LL mum picked me up at epping so all good :))


OMGAHH d-chengs bday dinner thingy tomorrow night :D still dunno what to wear, depends on the weather i guess. most likely raining T.T THIS KATHERINE WU. GONNA BE SIMILAR HEIGHT WITH ME SINCE SHE'S WEARING HER JC'S :OO this is utter blasphemy! (<- dunno what that means, but it sounds cool LOLOL) 


got joseph vincent 'if you stay' in my head (JASON DERULOOO LOLJK :D) because kimberly sang it to ivy at manly ==' omgahhhh so addictive, kinda like sugar heheh. 


R.I.P. steve jobs! poor guy, he gave us so much useful technology! :'(( he was like adopted and dropped out of college and everything awww. so inspirational!


PHEW THAT WAS A HELL OF A LONG POST, YA RECKON? D: FEEL SORRY FOR MY FINGERS MAN! congratulate your eyes for surviving all that as well hahah (y) well, im done for the night! ^^

nothing in the world but..?

THE HOTNESS OF ABOVE IS INFINITEEEE. WHAT IS THIS :OOO

i can't remember where i saved the gifs :((( oh well, you'll have to do with these atm! 

xxx

just turn to me, for someone to lean on

today i put 300 dollar into my bank account! yayy feeling so rich LOLJKS im pov :(((


slept at 1 last night because i drank english 'breakfast' tea at lunch NEVER AGAIN! :L STUPID BIN TRUCK THING WOKE ME UP AT LIKE 5AM D: but then i fell asleep again so allllll good ^^ butbut then this morning, i was like dozing off from tiredness :(


i was gonna write something here, but i forgot... ==' short term memory LOL asdfghjkl


OMG TODAY I WORE MY YELLOW JEANS OUT! awkward moment when i walked past a shop that had the same coloured jeans on display :LL even though i didn't buy it from there! 


katherine's sleepover tomorrow! why is no-one goinggggg...? :LL yay for food LOL it might be raining on thursday for beach BUT I HOPE IT DOESN'T! :( also gonna take agessss to get to manly. meh, oh well. ITS A BIRTHDAY YAYYYYYY! omg there's this really good thai place near the beach that's like cheap and really really nice! yeahhh. orr i willl buy fish n chips eheheh. 


ummmmmmmmmm nothing else? okay cya! ^^

sunshine, lollipops and rainbows.

don't you just love it when the sun comes out of the clouds and it instantly warms the room up? :D

FINISHED!

last night i finished HEARTSTRINGS!! yay for me hehe :)

since i was watching it on viki, the stupid ads kept coming on. the ad that kept coming on last night was a stupid ass 26 second advertisement of a guy in a suit talking about financial investments ==' yah so when the ad came on, i made faces at the screen ^^ because im awesome! ahahah no, actually not really :( *sobs

BUT STILL I FINISHED I FINISHED!!!

tictic was VERY FUN from what i heard..they even got to meet chonny omfgomfg! :OOO should've gone :LL oh well!

this rainy weather is making me feel down...

something stolen.

wow i've been posting so much! here's anotherrr one!


CROSS OUT WHAT YOU'VE DONE.

graduated high school.
smoked a cigarette.
kissed someone.(apart from family)
gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone fishing.
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time with out sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
done hard drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself.
run a marathon. does 1.6 and cross country count? :D
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over $200 in one day. 
flown on a plane.
cheated on someone.
been cheated on.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing.
cut yourself.
had a best friend.
lost someone you loved.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school.
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library.
gone to a different country.
dropped out of school.
been in a mental hospital.
watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand.
actually made money at the lemonade stand.
been in a school play.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
gone to sea world.
voted for someone on a reality tv show.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books a year
gone to europe.
loved someone you shouldn’t have.
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches.
taken a taxi.
seen the washington monument.
had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
had a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
suffered any form of abuse.
had a hamster.
pet a wild animal.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in california.
done “spirit day” at school.
dyed your hair.
gotten a tattoo.
had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s
been on the honor roll. what the hell is that?!
known someone with hiv or aids.
taken pictures with a webcam.
started a fire.
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone 

childhood

just then i was watching ice age: dawn of the dinosaurs which is an epic movie! for those of you who haven't watched it...grrr i will kill >) 
so there was this scene where sid (he's the sloth btw) finds three dinosaur eggs and then they hatch so basically he has three baby orange amazingly cute dinosaurs! they start crying so he assumes they're hungry, taking them to a sleeping buffalo to get some milk. then he reaches under the buffalo and the next scene is of sid being chased by the raging buffalo with the dinosaurs tagging along behind them. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE A FEMALEEEEEE!" 
yeah. you actually bothered reading all that? i admire your dedication :) so that scene cracked me up so much. i love kids movies 8D they're so...refreshing! 

:L

HOLIDAYS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORING! just like to clarify that :)
so while i'm typing here, some people are at tictic jumping their asses off..
but im fine at home ^^ great place to, you know, study stone and not study.
sah uneventful! nothingg to write about, i want school back minus all the tests :((
ag prelim is monday week 2! zomg stupid agriculture asdfghjkl
hm i think i should finish off watching heartstrings..LOL
maybe i should start city hunter :P but i know what happens in all of it anyways so meh.
so til next time farewell :D